ChambyT

Mum..You hurt me..always..You asked people not to break my heart..not to hurt me..But you are the one who hurts me..and the 1st one to break my heart.You always give me the fake hope and the fake promise.Give me and take away from me again..Why?I just want to know why?!!I'm not a little girl anymore..You always think I dont know this and that but actually..I know more than you..

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re my only mum
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain

You always tell me not to believe those people on the web.But all my best friends are from the net..I got no much friends in real life..I mean..meet and get to know each other.Like school,people think I'm an ET.I'm different from them..Especially girls..They hates me..Not all but most of them.I dont know why and..I dont want to know why they hate me.All I want to know is..Why you keep changing?!And keep hurting me..times and times..again and again.I've tried to be a happy girl like you want but..you destroy everything with those bad words..And you told me this in the car just now "Dont put real feelings on him and dont trust him.He's cheating you." What?!I cant believe a mum said this to her own daughter!Why cant you be normal abit?Maybe he's cheating me..but at least he makes me happy and he never break my heart.I..will give him a chance ..and I dont care you like it or not.I just do whatever I WANT!!I love him and I wont let you stop me.I can manage this myself.Dont control me like a puppet!I'm not a little girl anymore!Do what you should do,treat your husband nicely OK?!
I hope you will read this.Dont break my heart again.I cant take it anymore!One day,yes.The next day,no.One day,yess.The next day,noo.

-ChambyT-